trip

What happened to wholesome?

I've grown tired of the usual get togethers. There are a lot of other things to be happy about. We can still laugh and smile without having to waste ourselves.
Anyone?

Anong trip mo?

alone at 10:25 PM (1) comments

lost in thought

Getting stuck in the future. It seems like a time paradox of some sort. The past can be a burden but getting too preoccupied by events that haven't happened yet is my dilemma. One has something to do with saying good bye while the other is about the unexpected.

But then again, I can't wait. ;D

alone at 3:13 PM (0) comments

mongols

This is the 50th post and so I guess now's the time to celebrate this golden moment.
Hurray.. clap clap clap. Now, a cheesy post to commemorate this glorious event.

I'm in the middle of a study break right now and soon I will force myself again into the world of the Mughals. I've still got one day and a longtest to go and it's officially ho ho ho for me. I got my starbucks planner yesterday and I love the smell of it. It doesn't smell like a latte or a peppermint drink but the leather cover smells good. I'm not too sure if it's real leather though.
Yes, yes, at first you would think that it's such a waste of money but you're not really considering the implicit benefits. It's the whole experience of being with friends and knowing that you're all buying drinks that kill everyone's allowance for the day. It's also about getting together and making fun of starbucks' "cool" people. It's about talking loudly and letting the people know what you're talking about (just like all of them). And lastly, it's about giving the barista a dubious name and while still maintaining a straight face.

Back to chapter 5: the rise and fall of the mughal empire

alone at 10:18 PM (4) comments

kepu'unpu'un

I'm been listening to seems so bright for awhile now. I find their music perfect for my mood lately. I still haven't bought anything for anyone right now and it looks like I'll be cramming for christmas. I'm not really the gift-giving type of person but I'm feeling a bit generous this season. We'll see. Maybe if someone gave me an early christmas gift I'd go out and buy stuff for people right away. The guilty feeling would be the one who'd provoke me.

I want a bass guitar.. ;o

~~

Cheesy events always remind me of the Citibank "priceless" commercials.
They make me all fidgety. . . indefinitely.
waaa.. XD




alone at 5:31 PM (4) comments

nerves of still

Just got home. Dodged all the mmda officers. I wasn't too keen on waiting until 7pm because of the coding scheme. I didn't care anymore if they caught me. I'd just show them my tired looking face and hope they'd understand. I'm listening to John Mayer's Continuum right now, not that I'm waiting for the world to change, but actually waiting for dinner to be ready. I feel I have this need to just cool off and relax. Yes. Just chill. Maybe a nganga would do but I'm not a fan of taboco products. Typing those papers the past few days has really softened my right brain. I think it's even lighter now, being in a sort of a leaning position right now.

I remembered a quote I discovered back in high school.

Happiness is like a butterfly: the more you chase it, the more it will elude you. But if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.
-Thoreau

wish some things acted like butterflies..





alone at 7:04 PM (3) comments

lost glow

shhh.. quiet.
a face stares behind the parallels
Smile and leave
on scribbles and erassures
they won't need fanning
soon I'll remember
soon we'll be surprised
You don't have to tell them everything.

shhh.. Quiet.

alone at 6:16 PM (0) comments

over unannounced

I can't stand anonymous people.
Vague? Of course.
Just like them.
To hell with the bastards because they make me think.

Lets just have fun and nothing else.

alone at 6:42 PM (1) comments